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Selasa, 5 September 2017

Allergic





Today (4th of September 2017) is the worst allergic I ever had.

Usually my face only get itchy and redness appeared on my face.

But today is really worst. Not only my face got itchy but my body also. And the worst part is I have difficulty to breathe. It feels like something blocking my nose airway. I have to breathe using my mouth. I can't fall asleep and I need to go to work the next day. 

This is happened after I had my dinner. I ordered Tom Yam Soup from the Thai restaurant near my house without realizing it containing 'belacan'.

The unfortunate part is this is the second time for this week I accidentally ate 'belacan'. 

The first time when I was in Kelantan. I went to my relative house for Eid Celebration.

p/s: Belacan is shrimp paste or shrimp sauce. It's okay for me to eat fresh shrimp but not belacan! 
I hope things will get better tomorrow.

Isnin, 21 Ogos 2017

Bad Genius is A Real Genius Movie



Assalamualaikum.

Have you watched Bad Genius? If haven't I would say that you should buy the ticket and watch it now. It's totally worth it. And I have watched it 2 times! Believe it or not I think I would go for third round. 

Not too much to say that 20/10 rating is acceptable for this movie. From the cast to the story plot everything is perfect. I can't believe that the actors of this movie are younger than me yet so talented. 

This movie is about four young students making an exam answers to money. (The sell an exam answers). And this movie is based on real life event. At first all their plan is going smoothly but of course no bad things will last longer. Excited to know? Get your answer in cinema now!

Since next week I will be on leave and going back to hometown, I think my third round would be after Hajj Eid Celebration. Wohoooo! I can't wait.

Thanks for reading!



Sabtu, 12 Ogos 2017

A Simple "Thank You"




You never know how a simple “thank you” can make or ruin someone day.
Don’t hesitate to say “thank you” even you hate them so much.

I learned it this week how simple words like “thank you” broke me.
It feels like people don’t appreciated you after you showed some efforts towards them.
And it more worst when they said “thank you” to other people who has done the same things as you but not to you. It made you feel you thinking like “are they despising me’’?
And I didn’t enjoy my weekend now.

I agree that being appreciated are one of the best feeling in the world and make you want to do more great things especially in your career.
Sometimes the words “thank you” are far better than monetary rewards.

P/s: Say “thank you” because it also can keep a good terms relationship. Who knows.


Khamis, 10 Ogos 2017

If....





If there is any good, I would have want to stay here.
That’s why I want to leave. I couldn’t found any good in it anymore.

Khamis, 20 Julai 2017

Stop Blaming Others



People never give you a chance? People doesn't see your potential?  People doesn't trust you?
People take you for granted?

You have done your best yet no one appreciate you and you think they are the worst person?

STOP BLAMING OTHERS! Instead of just waste all your day thinking about others faults.
Spend your time to think why people doesn't see the 'gold' in you. Have you proof to them you are talented person? Have you ever trust other so that people can do the same to you? Trust is not something that fall from the sky. It's gained from time. Learn to get along with others.

People take you for granted because you allowed them to do so. Make things that make you happy. If doesn't like it tell them that you're not going to do it. Some people will accept the refusal some may not but at least you have told them. People will never know if you just keep quiet.

People tends to blame others but never acknowledge their mistakes. Sometime you need to try more harder so that people can see the potential in you. Don't just be lazy. Go to extra miles. If you have finished your work go and ask your Senior if you can be any help to them. This will grow a positive perception towards you.

It's not only about others mistakes. You're the part of the mistakes and take it positively. Learn from the mistakes because no one is perfect and because no one wants to make mistakes.

p/s: Not related to anyone

Sabtu, 8 Julai 2017

1 Year and 6 months



I have been working with my current company for 1 year and 6 months.
And currently serving for a new contract.

A lot of things happened during the time. Happy, scared and challenging.

Happy when you accomplished something like the application of client work pass is approved. Happy when you would be able to finished your task. Have a great time with collegue. Laughed together.
Having a lunch together and talk about life.

Scared because you might do something wrong and cost your client and your company.

Challenging when you need to learn and do a new things when its different from what you had done before. Challenging when you need to balance between work and study.

But mostly its good. Good employer. Good colleague. Good foods. Hehehe.

May I stay strong in future. Amin.


Ahad, 18 Jun 2017

I Hate This Kind of Humans



I don't know. Sometimes I feel like humans are so annoying and I wish I never meet them.
Followings are the type of humans I hate the most!
1. Talk too much.
2. Talk too loud.
3. Slam the door.
4. Nosy
5. Lazy
6. Short temper
7. Mr/Ms Know it All
8. Stingy
9. Selfish
10. Like to underestimate other people
11. Backstabber
12. Rude
13. All negetive human behaviour.

Can I just say that I hate all human?

Jumaat, 2 Jun 2017

Human



Human:
They never notice your efforts.
But
They always notice your mistakes.

Sabtu, 27 Mei 2017

The Blessing Month: Ramadhan



Alhamdulillah for still been given an opportunity to fast again this year.

For us, as a Muslim we cannot eat or drink anything or doing anything that will void our fasting from the dawn until the sun down.

Fasting is not only about hungry and thirsty, it teach you to taste the feeling of hungry from people around the world and to be grateful for you have. For example able to have a foods to eat. Look at people from country with a war crisis, some of them have nothing to eat. You might not been there but at least you can feel it.

Fasting is not torturing your own body. Fasting will cleaning your stomach. Stomach is a factory of all disease. By fasting that is how we clean it.

When we are fasting we must control our angry and other bad expressions. That is how we learn how to be patience.

When I was about 6-7 years old I couldn't fasting for the full day. I only fasting for half day only and when I grow up a bit I fasting for a full days. Practice makes perfect.

How to stay energetic during the day?
1. Drink a lot of water when Sahur (The time you eat before dawn usually I sahur around 4 to 5am)
2. Eat dates in odd number.

You will stay energetic!

Give yourself a try to fast. You will like it and feel the difference.

I wish a Muslim around Happy Ramadan and may we able to get Lailatul Qadr rewards.  Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

Isnin, 22 Mei 2017

Don't Afraid the Mistakes




It’s not fun making mistakes.
But however horrible it feels to make mistakes. Mistakes are the fastest way to learn and grow. We can train for months and months to learn something but to truly understand it or to make it better we have to experience mistakes. The problem with mistakes isn’t in the mistakes itself. It’s in the way how we handle it immediately after.

Don’t be embarrassed by mistakes. See it as an opportunity to grow and to be even better. Mistakes aren’t pleasant when it happens and sometimes it messes up your work or inconvenience people but it’s important to acknowledge that nobody intentionally sets out to make a mistake and that’s why it’s called a mistake and not a sabotage.

It’s highly unproductive to punish people for making mistakes. Punishing someone for their mistakes doesn’t make them reflect or analyze. In fact, a punishment only serves to overshadow the real consequence of a mistake. Even when we are truly sorry a punishment will only stop us from trying to better because we are so afraid of doing the wrong thing.
People who live in fear are highly unproductive because instead of making less mistakes they just spend all their effort trying to hide their mistakes from you. So instead of scolding or punishments tell them what they did wrong and show them how to do it right.

Don’t let mistakes be your enemy and that’s when you turn every mistakes into an opportunity.


Credit: Xandria Ooi

I like and adore Xandria Ooi

#JustScoldMySister

#RegretIt

Ahad, 14 Mei 2017

For You, Who is Sad and Crying


For you, who is sad and crying
For you, who is struggling
I’ll sing this song for you with all my heart
When you think you’re alone, when you suddenly start to cry
When you feel like no one is next to you
Remember that you’re not alone
Even if the world always hurts you
Even when you feel lonely or sad, don’t cry
I’ll wordlessly hug you, I’ll listen to you
Look back, I’ll be here
I’ll wipe away all your tears
Even all your loneliness
On a sleepless night, when you’re in your lonely and empty room
When there’s no one to listen to you
When hardships come to you like falling rain
And drenches you without being able to avoid it
Remember that you’re not alone
Even if the world always hurts you
Even when you feel lonely or sad, don’t cry
I’ll wordlessly hug you, I’ll listen to you
Look back, I’ll be here
I’ll wipe away all your tears
Even all your loneliness
#YoonMiRae
#I’llListenToWhatYouHaveToSay
#IHateHuman


P/S: When people spit at you back it means that you’re ahead them – Confucious 

Sabtu, 13 Mei 2017

Falling in Love with Vienna





Vienna, Austria is one of the list places I want to go before 30s' 
I realized that I must go to Vienna after I watched 'Trapp Family Story' anime. This anime was produced on 1991. I still not born that time! Hahaha~ 

The first time I watched this anime when I was 7 or 8 years old. Back then I don't know what is the title of this anime. And then I keep looking for this anime because I want to re-watch it. But I couldn't found it because I don't know what is the title of the anime. I can only remember the character name (Maria) and a few lines from the anime.

After 14 years of searching I found it around second quarter of last year! Finally! And I just finished watching the drama December last year. The total episode is 40. In that anime there are so many scenes about Vienna. Even it's an anime I can feel how Vienna look alike in real life. I really want to go there. Actually, I was planning to go Europe by this year on February but something happened and I need to postpone it first. Hehehe~ 

Today I watched 'Europe GFriend Loved'. They went to VIENNA, LJUBLJANA (SLOVENIA) AND BUDAPEST (HUNGARY)! :( and I falling in love with Vienna again. It’s so beautiful. I can't even describe it. I hope I able to go there as soon as possible. Hehehe~ 

I wish that when I woke up tomorrow I’m at Vienna! Hahaha~ Yes. Keep dreaming. Nothing wrong with that.

P/S: Trapp Family Story is a real story. It was based on the memoir The Story of the Trapp Family Singers by Maria von Trapp, which has also inspired the world-famous musical The Sound of Music.

Jumaat, 12 Mei 2017

If I...




If I could run through time and become a child again.

I don’t want to be an adult anymore!!!


Khamis, 11 Mei 2017

What I Learned Today



Is it making your life miserable?
Do you find yourself dreading each day?
Here is the 3 steps process that can help you rise above negativity and take back control of your own happiness.

Step 1: Change yourself.
When things are not going well in the environment the first thing is self-reflection not outward blame.
Take time to study and analyze your own behavior.
If the step one is not working then go to step 2.

Step 2: Change the situation.
If you’ve tried your best and it’s still not working out try to ask for other people help. Speak to someone who can help you change your situation. We owe it to ourselves to try instead of complaining and feeling miserable.

Step 3: Change the environment.
If you’ve have gone through the first two process and still feeling miserable then it’s time to exit.
How to know when it’s time to change your environment? If you keep waking up in the middle of the night anxious thinking about it. If you throw up or have panic attacks. If you cry most nights thinking about the next day, if it’s affecting your mental, physical and emotional health, it’s time to leave.
Change can be scary but complaining for the next 20 years is scarier. Whatever you’re going through right now be comforted with this thought,
If you’re hardworking,
If you’ve a good attitude,
And if you’re constantly trying to improve yourself you’ll always able to find another good place wherever you go.

Credit: Xandria Ooi

I always like her motivational videos! Motivational and full of inspiration.

Rabu, 10 Mei 2017

The Meeting



Alhamdulillah. Looks like the meeting is 50% successful.
Hope to get the result as soon as possible. If failed I would try again.

What I want to do now is to change as soon as possible.

The meeting was so interesting. They said I can grow up well there. Perhaps found the happiness that I've been looking for also!

The content of the meeting will be revealed if 100% successful!

Looking for a place to have my lunch now. My planning is to eat Keaw Tiaw Soup at Johnny's Restaurant. 😂😂😂 I don't know how to spell Keaw Tiaw!

See you!

New Oppurtunity



Today is public holiday in Malaysia  (10th of May 2017, Wesak Day) but I have to go out. I have an appointment with someone at Bangsar. Meeting that can change my life. Hopefully. When I'm writing this, I on my way to Bangsar.

I don't think I can reveal the real purpose of this meeting until it is success. Hahaha.

Being so stress since the past two months. Start to hate myself. I feeling like I don't want to live anymore. Until to that extent! But as a believer, give up is not the solution. I don't like something like this and the best way to solve it is 'CHANGE IT'. If I don't change it the result would always be the same and I hate it.

My body also went wrong. Headache, unstable hormon, pain around my body. I hate this. I love myself and I want to be healthy. Too young to fall sick! I want to enjoy my life. I WANT TO HAVE SOMETHING CALLED LIFE.

I don't like people belittle me. I don't like talk to human also. People will node when they hear your problem but they understand nothing!

I wish that today is my day. I cannot stand with this problem anymore. God, please help  me and grant me happiness forever. Amin.

Khamis, 4 Mei 2017

I HATE HUMAN. PLEASE DON'T ASK ME WHY.






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#HUMANAREALLTHESAME
#TIRED
#GIVEUP
#HOPELESSWORLD
#HOPELESSHUMAN


Sabtu, 22 April 2017

Tired of Everything.





Sometimes you just want to give up. Get lost. Avoid human. Talk to nobody.

It's really upsetting when you give your everything and the best version of you but no one appreciate it.

You can do 99 correct things but in the end people will only remember the 1 mistake you done and forget the 99 correct things you had done before.

Human. Always like that.

When you do something with the good effort they think you are fake.

When you make mistake they think doing it purposely.

I learn that 'You must always looking, can never stick to one thing. Human will never appreciate you'.

I think I can trust human but again they stabbed my back. I thought they smile in front me because they like me but they are not.

I thought they speak nicely to me because they like me but they are not.

It's okay to hate me but don't pretend that you like me. :(

I'm also human. I make mistakes. If I do something wrong guide me. Don't belittle me.



#FedUpWithHuman
#OurFateTogetherEndingHere
#Tired

Sabtu, 15 April 2017

2nd of May 2017



It's gonna be a big day for me!

You just wait for it. I stand with my words.

Nothing to lose anymore. Whatever happen, happens.

I will just go with the flow.

As a believer I know that God have decided the best for me.

There is no use to ruin your peace because of other people.

:)


Khamis, 16 Mac 2017

You Were Born to Fly!




A story I’ve heard often somewhere
Ugly duckling and swan, a butterfly before it flies

People don’t know, they don’t see your wings
A new world you’ve met could be cruel

But strong girl, you know you were born to fly

Tears you’ve cried, all of the pain you’ve felt
It’s to prepare you for the day you’ll fly even higher
Butterfly,
Everybody’s gonna see it soon
#FlyHigh #YouWereBorntoFly



Sabtu, 7 Januari 2017

A Student Again




Between a student and an employee which one would you prefer more? If it were me I would choose to be an employee. Hahaha~ The reason because I can earn a money and buy the things I want.
But my situation here is I can't just stop here. I'm only a Diploma holder now. So I decided to take an ACCA.

I'm pretty sure everyone knows what is ACCA but in case you are not sure what is ACCA,

What is ACCA? ACCA stands for the Association of Chartered Certified Accountants a leading international accountancy body. The ACCA qualification is recognised and is treated in other countries as being equivalent to their local qualification.

The ACCA qualification proves to employers that you have ability in all aspects of business. It is the largest and fastest growing qualification in the world, with over 500,000 members and students in 170 countries.

Sounds good right? But my friend told me that it's quite difficult. I'm really worried but it's okay as long I still alive I can do it! I'm so motivated to complete my ACCA course.


My planning is I want to take 4 subject per year which means in every term I will only take 2 subjects. Total paper I need to take is 10 papers. :( For safety. Heheheh~

So today I went to Malvern/ Kasturi International College to registered my classes. Weeeheeee! My first class will be officially start on 11th January 2016. Wish me luck! By the way I take F5 (Performance Management) and F6 (Taxation) papers.

Thanks for visiting my blog. Will keep you all update.

p/s: Busy with audit now. Tired but I will never give up!