Kelantanesse.Malaysian. 17 y/o. 166 cm and counting. Not a giant and shorty. Accountant. Nasi Kerabu.Snickers. Tae Kwon Do. Movies. J & K Drama I Love To Travel. I Hate Coffee. I Love Cat & Tiger. I Love Nasi Kerabu & Tom Yam. I Eat Tom Yam Everyday. I Only Have One Bestfriend. Her Name Is Nor Anis Asikin. I Write Only For My Own Satisfaction. "The More I Know Human, The More I Love My Cats."
Sabtu, 27 Mei 2017
The Blessing Month: Ramadhan
Alhamdulillah for still been given an opportunity to fast again this year.
For us, as a Muslim we cannot eat or drink anything or doing anything that will void our fasting from the dawn until the sun down.
Fasting is not only about hungry and thirsty, it teach you to taste the feeling of hungry from people around the world and to be grateful for you have. For example able to have a foods to eat. Look at people from country with a war crisis, some of them have nothing to eat. You might not been there but at least you can feel it.
Fasting is not torturing your own body. Fasting will cleaning your stomach. Stomach is a factory of all disease. By fasting that is how we clean it.
When we are fasting we must control our angry and other bad expressions. That is how we learn how to be patience.
When I was about 6-7 years old I couldn't fasting for the full day. I only fasting for half day only and when I grow up a bit I fasting for a full days. Practice makes perfect.
How to stay energetic during the day?
1. Drink a lot of water when Sahur (The time you eat before dawn usually I sahur around 4 to 5am)
2. Eat dates in odd number.
You will stay energetic!
Give yourself a try to fast. You will like it and feel the difference.
I wish a Muslim around Happy Ramadan and may we able to get Lailatul Qadr rewards. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.
Isnin, 22 Mei 2017
Don't Afraid the Mistakes
It’s not fun
making mistakes.
But however
horrible it feels to make mistakes. Mistakes are the fastest way to learn and
grow. We can train for months and months to learn something but to truly
understand it or to make it better we have to experience mistakes. The problem
with mistakes isn’t in the mistakes itself. It’s in the way how we handle it
immediately after.
Don’t be embarrassed
by mistakes. See it as an opportunity to grow and to be even better. Mistakes aren’t
pleasant when it happens and sometimes it messes up your work or inconvenience
people but it’s important to acknowledge that nobody intentionally sets out to
make a mistake and that’s why it’s called a mistake and not a sabotage.
It’s highly
unproductive to punish people for making mistakes. Punishing someone for their
mistakes doesn’t make them reflect or analyze. In fact, a punishment only
serves to overshadow the real consequence of a mistake. Even when we are truly sorry
a punishment will only stop us from trying to better because we are so afraid
of doing the wrong thing.
People who
live in fear are highly unproductive because instead of making less mistakes
they just spend all their effort trying to hide their mistakes from you. So
instead of scolding or punishments tell them what they did wrong and show them
how to do it right.
Don’t let
mistakes be your enemy and that’s when you turn every mistakes into an opportunity.
Credit:
Xandria Ooi
I like and adore Xandria Ooi
#JustScoldMySister
#RegretIt
Ahad, 14 Mei 2017
For You, Who is Sad and Crying
For you, who is sad
and crying
For you, who is struggling
I’ll sing this song for you with all my heart
When you think you’re alone, when you suddenly start to cry
When you feel like no one is next to you
For you, who is struggling
I’ll sing this song for you with all my heart
When you think you’re alone, when you suddenly start to cry
When you feel like no one is next to you
Remember that
you’re not alone
Even if the world always hurts you
Even if the world always hurts you
Even
when you feel lonely or sad, don’t cry
I’ll wordlessly hug you, I’ll listen to you
Look back, I’ll be here
I’ll wipe away all your tears
Even all your loneliness
I’ll wordlessly hug you, I’ll listen to you
Look back, I’ll be here
I’ll wipe away all your tears
Even all your loneliness
On a sleepless
night, when you’re in your lonely and empty room
When there’s no one to listen to you
When hardships come to you like falling rain
And drenches you without being able to avoid it
When there’s no one to listen to you
When hardships come to you like falling rain
And drenches you without being able to avoid it
Remember that
you’re not alone
Even if the world always hurts you
Even if the world always hurts you
Even when you feel
lonely or sad, don’t cry
I’ll wordlessly hug you, I’ll listen to you
Look back, I’ll be here
I’ll wipe away all your tears
Even all your loneliness
I’ll wordlessly hug you, I’ll listen to you
Look back, I’ll be here
I’ll wipe away all your tears
Even all your loneliness
#YoonMiRae
#I’llListenToWhatYouHaveToSay
#IHateHuman
P/S: When people spit at you back it means
that you’re ahead them – Confucious
Sabtu, 13 Mei 2017
Falling in Love with Vienna
Vienna, Austria is one of the list places I want to go before 30s'
I
realized that I must go to Vienna after I watched 'Trapp Family Story' anime.
This anime was produced on 1991. I still not born that time! Hahaha~
The
first time I watched this anime when I was 7 or 8 years old. Back then I don't
know what is the title of this anime. And then I keep looking for this anime
because I want to re-watch it. But I couldn't found it because I don't know
what is the title of the anime. I can only remember the character name (Maria)
and a few lines from the anime.
After
14 years of searching I found it around second quarter of last year! Finally!
And I just finished watching the drama December last year. The total episode is
40. In that anime there are so many scenes about Vienna. Even it's an anime I
can feel how Vienna look alike in real life. I really want to go there.
Actually, I was planning to go Europe by this year on February but something
happened and I need to postpone it first. Hehehe~
Today
I watched 'Europe GFriend Loved'. They went to VIENNA, LJUBLJANA (SLOVENIA) AND
BUDAPEST (HUNGARY)! :( and I falling in love with Vienna again. It’s so
beautiful. I can't even describe it. I hope I able to go there as soon as
possible. Hehehe~
I wish
that when I woke up tomorrow I’m at Vienna! Hahaha~ Yes. Keep dreaming. Nothing
wrong with that.
P/S:
Trapp Family Story is a real story. It
was based on the memoir The Story of the Trapp Family Singers by Maria von Trapp, which has also inspired the
world-famous musical The Sound of Music.
Jumaat, 12 Mei 2017
If I...
If I could
run through time and become a child again.
I don’t want to be an adult
anymore!!!
Khamis, 11 Mei 2017
What I Learned Today
Is it making your life miserable?
Do you find
yourself dreading each day?
Here is the
3 steps process that can help you rise above negativity and take back control
of your own happiness.
Step 1: Change yourself.
When things
are not going well in the environment the first thing is self-reflection not
outward blame.
Take time to
study and analyze your own behavior.
If the step
one is not working then go to step 2.
Step 2: Change the situation.
If you’ve tried
your best and it’s still not working out try to ask for other people help. Speak
to someone who can help you change your situation. We owe it to ourselves to
try instead of complaining and feeling miserable.
Step 3: Change the environment.
If you’ve have
gone through the first two process and still feeling miserable then it’s time
to exit.
How to know
when it’s time to change your environment? If you keep waking up in the middle
of the night anxious thinking about it. If you throw up or have panic attacks.
If you cry most nights thinking about the next day, if it’s affecting your
mental, physical and emotional health, it’s time to leave.
Change can
be scary but complaining for the next 20 years is scarier. Whatever you’re
going through right now be comforted with this thought,
If you’re
hardworking,
If you’ve a
good attitude,
And if you’re
constantly trying to improve yourself you’ll always able to find another good
place wherever you go.
Credit: Xandria Ooi
I always like her motivational videos! Motivational and full of inspiration.
Rabu, 10 Mei 2017
The Meeting
Alhamdulillah. Looks like the meeting is 50% successful.
Hope to get the result as soon as possible. If failed I would try again.
What I want to do now is to change as soon as possible.
The meeting was so interesting. They said I can grow up well there. Perhaps found the happiness that I've been looking for also!
The content of the meeting will be revealed if 100% successful!
Looking for a place to have my lunch now. My planning is to eat Keaw Tiaw Soup at Johnny's Restaurant. 😂😂😂 I don't know how to spell Keaw Tiaw!
See you!
New Oppurtunity
Today is public holiday in Malaysia (10th of May 2017, Wesak Day) but I have to go out. I have an appointment with someone at Bangsar. Meeting that can change my life. Hopefully. When I'm writing this, I on my way to Bangsar.
I don't think I can reveal the real purpose of this meeting until it is success. Hahaha.
Being so stress since the past two months. Start to hate myself. I feeling like I don't want to live anymore. Until to that extent! But as a believer, give up is not the solution. I don't like something like this and the best way to solve it is 'CHANGE IT'. If I don't change it the result would always be the same and I hate it.
My body also went wrong. Headache, unstable hormon, pain around my body. I hate this. I love myself and I want to be healthy. Too young to fall sick! I want to enjoy my life. I WANT TO HAVE SOMETHING CALLED LIFE.
I don't like people belittle me. I don't like talk to human also. People will node when they hear your problem but they understand nothing!
I wish that today is my day. I cannot stand with this problem anymore. God, please help me and grant me happiness forever. Amin.
Khamis, 4 Mei 2017
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#HUMANAREALLTHESAME
#TIRED
#GIVEUP
#HOPELESSWORLD
#HOPELESSHUMAN
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